I thought about you

I thought about you since you died

I thought about what it means

I thought about where I’m going

I thought about where I’ve been

Mostly I’ve thought about nothing

The vacuous void within

The sinewy passion has left me

I’m left without religion or sin

Then I thought about you again

I thought long and hard

I thought I was over

That which crushed me

I guess I need to think again