10 years

10 years and it beckons me
10 years and I hearken back
10 years and I’m into it
10 years and it’s turned to black

Phantom power struggles
And I need to go
Disappointed that I sunk so low

Never thought it would come to this
Never thought I’d see this day
Never anticipated the light
Never imagined the atrophy

Tense ball of anxiety
And I need to go
Disappointed that I sunk so low